Changes In Me

Whenever months and years passed by, we progress and change a lot in ourselves. Now I'm a 2nd year student, my thinking skills is more mature than before. But when it comes to my friends and foolishness, my mind stays still young because being young is fun more than you can ever imagine. Don't drag yourself onto something that you won't be happy and enjoy. When it comes to study, I am more serious and focus today. I'll try my very best to have a good grades for the benefits of my parents. Changing is a good thing to do, don't stuck yourself to the things that you always do. An artist is creating something new and different. I am more confident today, and closer to MMA students. I will never be afraid again, i'll be confident to have a better life.

Last year my Photoshop skills are not that good, and now I am more related on the tools that i'm using. I'm being curious on the colors that I'm using, unlike before i'll just put colors that are not even connected onto my subject. And also i'm trying to not be late on my subjects. Organizing my files is also a change for me, after learning Adobe Bridge, it is more fun and easy to manage my files. The craziest thing that I notice to myself now is all the billboards, the tarpaulin and the designs, i'm so curious today than before. I'm thinking that, is that the right composition or the right color or even is it a right design for that kind of theme. Well, having this on my mind everyday that I travel, I'm having fun with it also. At the same time, i'm also laughing inside, am I crazy or something? Or that's how MMA students think? There's a lot of questions in my head right now, but having this feeling I think, is creativity. 

Even though I have a lot of mistakes back then, my lesson is learn from my mistakes. Don't cry if you are being scolded or something, don't cry if your being shouted. It is just a lesson that whenever we make failure or errors in our life, stand up and prove to the world that we are special. I'm trying to be the best, I just wanted to be recognize for once in my great works. I'm having dreams that I want to commit. Making my family proud is the best feeling. Really! I wish that all of the changes in my life would keep me up for my assuming goals.